Give me pain and pleasure

I don’t remember the word I blurted out, I remember only a resounding slap my Mistress gave me....."I warned you to watch your mouth", said the Mistress quietly, slightly leaning towards me and looking into my eyes already filled with tears...... 

She made me on my knees before her, playing with her flogger, looking at me with a consciousness of the power in her eyes.... having trailed the ends of the flogger over my shoulders, she squatted before me and grabbed me by the hair, pulling my head back.... after this, I felt a sharp pain on my neck from the bite, this feeling made me bend with a slight groan.... the Mistress let off my hair, got up, walked away from me, took a glass of red wine from the table and took a sip.... walking up to me she suddenly made a sharp movement and threw the remnants of the wine into my face.... tart droplets were running down my lips, I licked them..... the tip of my tongue tingled, I bit it when the Mistress hit me on the cheek.... she walked over having stopped behind me and I felt the belt of the collar tightening my neck....... the Mistress abruptly pulled the chain, I stood up, obeying her movements, not daring to say something back..... I knew what awaited me, if my Mistress didn’t like my behavior....! 

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she turned me face to bed, I heard a click and felt the handcuffs squeezed my wrists, the touch of cold metal to the burning skin made me flinch a little, my nipples hardened, the skin covered with goose-bumps...... then a sharp push in the back threw me on the silk sheets, the cool fabric refreshed my body nicely, already burning with desire........ The mistress came from the right side of the bed, ran her fingers along my back, from the shoulder blades down to the hips, her touch burned me, in the abdomen a sweet sensation appeared.... but she wasn't going to forgive my insolence so easy, she never kept such antics unpunished.... a barely audible whoosh and a little burning red strip stayed on my skin...... this first blow was not so strong...... the first shot is never strong..... the consciousness of helplessness excites better, I'm waiting for the next blow, dying in anticipation, but there is none..... I felt a bit offended..... does she want to punish me with no punishment? I turned my head as I was let by my position and saw that the Mistress moved away from the bed and stood beside the table, filling the glass with wine....... the glare of the candles played with different colors on the fine crystal, making the ruby wine as if glow from within...... I could not help but admiring this whimsical play of light........ 

Having come to me again, the Mistress dipped her finger into the wine and trailed it over my lips.... I licked her finger over, put my lips around, playing with it with my tongue, slightly sucking it..... Having pulled the finger out of my mouth, she again appeared from the right side and suddenly I felt a hard blow of the flogger..... then another one...... and another one..... she seemed to put the whole soul in each blow, my skin was burning, the lips were uttering groans from time to time turning into almost wild growling....... the blows rained down on my back, the hips and the ass on and on, in several spots, as I thought, the skin was dissected to the blood...... she intentionally hit those parts, causing me unbearable pain and heavenly pleasure at the same time...... I already lost the sense of reality, I only felt salty taste on my lips: either tears, or blood from the bitten lower lip.... and then.... my eyes grew dim, a wild scream abruptly tore the sticky and thick air, the hot wave of pleasure washed over me and I convulsed as orgasm pulsed through me, the sweet agony of love...... the Mistress lay down beside me, stroked my body, almost touching the skin, then gently whispered something to me..... I gradually calmed down, but from time to time I still winced with the waves of the just occurred experience, as if electricity ran through me.... then she got up, went to kitchen and brought some ice cubes and put them me onto me..... it was so nice to feel the icicles melting on the hot skin, the trickles were gently tickling down my body on the bedding, getting into the most secret corners of my body, caressing me..... the Mistress sank down again beside me, freed my hands, removed the collar..... slightly touching my lips with hers and I felt a subtle smell of wine... infinite tenderness flooded over me, I weakly smiled to the Mistress and whispered, "I love you". 

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The wind was rustling with leaves outside, the candles were throwing trembling shadows into the corners..... and we were lying close to each other, happy, and slowly falling into the soft and warm embrace of sleep....